i had a horrible night last night.  fell asleep around 1am and awoke shortly after a nightmare and felt like i was hyperventilating.  tried to wake up my baby, but she kept falling back asleep.  i was sooo scared.  before the night was over i had two other very vivid nightmareish/disturbing dreams.  i was planning to get up today by 10 so that i ( Read more... )

 wow... im sooooooo in love. like a school girl.

i never knew i could feel love so strong again.  i thought my heart had lost its will.  but she came into my life and reminded me how to love, even greater than i ever had before.

and most amazingly, i never knew these feelings could exist for someone who felt the same way back.