it is quite cold outside...
when the wind blows i feel like my face is...
about to peel off...
it feels like getting sharp ice thrown in my face...

i hate the wind chill factor...

THE CHARIOT, UNDERMINDED, EVERGREEN TERRACE, AND AS CITIES BURN!!!

despite the cold, this night will be grand!!!!!
and i get to see sarah!!!!

...BELOW THE WAVES AND 30O MILES FROM SHORE, PART ONE ( Read more... )

Dearest Jersey, if you are reading this now it is because i am dead...i know it's a blunt way to put it, but i am in fact, deceased. and the irony of it i died in your arms under your eyes, with my face next to your heart. did you see me? or was the preoccupation around so distracting even when holding in your hands my life. you kept me warm on ( Read more... )

There's something about Jersey that makes me feel like james dean. when i settle into her arms i am a legend, loved by many, hated by more, but im what everyone else wants to be. there's something about sitting outside of the bars after hours basking in the serenades of cars passing, distant voices, and a trail of music from inside the apartments ( Read more... )

the smell of being back in town made me long for the congestion of jersey. for some reson i like the dirty, cramped up streets that i so often find myself stumbling through drenched under the influence. i hate the hangover that crushes my head when im trying to indulge in the sweet essence of the morning after before it seeps into regret. there' ( Read more... )

this past weekend i went to jersey. i passed time in the streets during the day shopping aimlessly in stores i couldnt afford anything but water in, and at night drank myself into alcohol-induced comas. the nights seem to drift by, and every other night i was taken home by a new girl. one that wouldnt care after she had left for work the morning ( Read more... )

Sam: You're in it right now, aren't you ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

IM ALL DRESSED UP FOR A NIGHT ALONE, TRYING TO FORGET WHY IM STILL HERE...so i just watched THE MAJESTIC which i thought was very good, it was quite long, and as i can think back before i saw it, i blew it off as a flop because it was a serious jim carrey movie, but i do reccommend it if you have time ( Read more... )

SARAH OH SARAH...