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Lonliness is actually not all bad. You can soften it with many synonyms for one thing...it forces an in depth personal awareness....it pushes you to provide for yourself...it allows you to idulge in activities unmonitored...it makes you give yourself the support and encouagement yo need...it is complete and utter freedom from almost everything save one little thing; yourself.
I am the most brutal jailer. The cruelest captor. most unforgiving torturer. I did not want to be introduced to these aspects of my personality, but i suppose the time has arrived for our introduction. I feel myself very keenly splitting in two. its like my 'otherside' has risen up from whatever place it was hiding, where it hides when any social interaction occurs. and it isn't very nice.
I guess all this introspection and fixation with dualism is just a by product of some cosmic agenda set out for me to master. thats the constructve way to view it anyway. I can't help myself- my progressed sun is in Scorpio this year, and there is still a reason I keep drawing the hermit card....
I am the most brutal jailer. The cruelest captor. most unforgiving torturer. I did not want to be introduced to these aspects of my personality, but i suppose the time has arrived for our introduction. I feel myself very keenly splitting in two. its like my 'otherside' has risen up from whatever place it was hiding, where it hides when any social interaction occurs. and it isn't very nice.
I guess all this introspection and fixation with dualism is just a by product of some cosmic agenda set out for me to master. thats the constructve way to view it anyway. I can't help myself- my progressed sun is in Scorpio this year, and there is still a reason I keep drawing the hermit card....