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its such a weird process...finding out who you are.
its a bottle of emotions waiting to be opened and poured. its a time of excitement and thrill...joy and happiness. coexisting, with a time of depression, sadness and melancholy. its a realizion, of oneself, that im finding to be quite stressful.
its scary in some sense...living your life til a certain point, til you find out...that isnt the life you want at all.
im finding myself in so many modes of stress lately. in ways that i dont need to be stressed....about a voice lesson... about a choir rehearsal... about a theory assignment or piano lesson. when im just realizing... i dont have to do it anymore.
of course...starting over again...is scary...actually terrifying... and a decision that ive put off way to long...because ive been fooling myself otherwise.
recently ive decided to leave my major after this semester. moreso, after this semester because i dont want to waste, and get my money's worth. i used to think its what i most wanted. but, priorities change, and events in your life, make it possible for these changes to come.
its a bottle of emotions waiting to be opened and poured. its a time of excitement and thrill...joy and happiness. coexisting, with a time of depression, sadness and melancholy. its a realizion, of oneself, that im finding to be quite stressful.
its scary in some sense...living your life til a certain point, til you find out...that isnt the life you want at all.
im finding myself in so many modes of stress lately. in ways that i dont need to be stressed....about a voice lesson... about a choir rehearsal... about a theory assignment or piano lesson. when im just realizing... i dont have to do it anymore.
of course...starting over again...is scary...actually terrifying... and a decision that ive put off way to long...because ive been fooling myself otherwise.
recently ive decided to leave my major after this semester. moreso, after this semester because i dont want to waste, and get my money's worth. i used to think its what i most wanted. but, priorities change, and events in your life, make it possible for these changes to come.