random rumblings
So after Laura kept bugging me to start writing in here again- I have decided to. I am warning you though.. it is a quick one as it is late and I am tired.
I just got back from a two week vacation to North Carolina.. it was alot of fun but it was tough being with my parents 24/7.. I mean I still live with them but at least during the day and at night after they go to bed I have some time away from them.. but it was still nice and relaxing and I got a nice tan out of it.. not bad at all. This summer has flown by because I have been so busy with so many different things.. I am always going somewhere. I was in two weddings, I counseled at camp.. which I absolutely love.. more on that later.. and then went to North Carolina. It is hard to believe that it is already August. Today at church people kept telling me that chicken barbecue tickets were on sale and I said "already?" and they were like "it's only a month away" and I was like holy cow.. that's right.
Camp. I don't want to get too much into it as I said before, I am tired and am just planning on making a quick update (which if you know me, you know is hard in of itself) but let's just say that although it was probably the most emotional of the years (which is saying alot.. I have been counseling for nine years now) that I came out of it with something pretty amazing: a bond with the counselors.. which I had before.. but not like I do now. I was put in a group with someone that I have known forever and am absolutely comfortable around him no doubt but after having such an emotional week we bonded even more than before and that has been awesome. I really need/want that kind of friendship with someone that I have with him now.. at least now. lol that sounds weird but it's really hard to tell these days how long things are going to last.
Everyone is hooking up around me.. even my two sixteen year old friends that are part of my youth group and while it is all exciting.. it leaves me feeling like there is something wrong with me. Just tonight during a conversation with someone (actually it was the guy I mentioned above) he said something like "you know, I am content being single right now" and I wished I could agree with him. For the most part, I do.. I mean I do agree with him that I am content being single but it just seems like more and more recently I have been struggling with it. I know I need to put my faith in God and focus on Him and when the time is right, He will bring someone to me.. but sometimes I just get impatient.
Ok well I am going to end this now. I am having a hard time keeping my eyes shut, and therefore, thinking straight so I am going to go before I stop making sense (if in fact I did in the first place).
Night all
I just got back from a two week vacation to North Carolina.. it was alot of fun but it was tough being with my parents 24/7.. I mean I still live with them but at least during the day and at night after they go to bed I have some time away from them.. but it was still nice and relaxing and I got a nice tan out of it.. not bad at all. This summer has flown by because I have been so busy with so many different things.. I am always going somewhere. I was in two weddings, I counseled at camp.. which I absolutely love.. more on that later.. and then went to North Carolina. It is hard to believe that it is already August. Today at church people kept telling me that chicken barbecue tickets were on sale and I said "already?" and they were like "it's only a month away" and I was like holy cow.. that's right.
Camp. I don't want to get too much into it as I said before, I am tired and am just planning on making a quick update (which if you know me, you know is hard in of itself) but let's just say that although it was probably the most emotional of the years (which is saying alot.. I have been counseling for nine years now) that I came out of it with something pretty amazing: a bond with the counselors.. which I had before.. but not like I do now. I was put in a group with someone that I have known forever and am absolutely comfortable around him no doubt but after having such an emotional week we bonded even more than before and that has been awesome. I really need/want that kind of friendship with someone that I have with him now.. at least now. lol that sounds weird but it's really hard to tell these days how long things are going to last.
Everyone is hooking up around me.. even my two sixteen year old friends that are part of my youth group and while it is all exciting.. it leaves me feeling like there is something wrong with me. Just tonight during a conversation with someone (actually it was the guy I mentioned above) he said something like "you know, I am content being single right now" and I wished I could agree with him. For the most part, I do.. I mean I do agree with him that I am content being single but it just seems like more and more recently I have been struggling with it. I know I need to put my faith in God and focus on Him and when the time is right, He will bring someone to me.. but sometimes I just get impatient.
Ok well I am going to end this now. I am having a hard time keeping my eyes shut, and therefore, thinking straight so I am going to go before I stop making sense (if in fact I did in the first place).
Night all