long nights and fistfights
you know i used to be just fine and content with the way things were going between my mom and my dad right yeah no more have i that blissful ignorance....but lets get the fun stuff over with first. so first week of school.....lovely....not. it seems im doing everything wrong and i dont understand everything and im hoping that will pass even though it seems like that's close to impossible at this point. but we did go to the football game on friday night, i went with jess and blaine and bree was playing in the band. it was fun although i really didnt watch to overly much of it....enough though to figure out that our football team, although not really the best, has a lot of respect and compassion. but yeah got a few phone calls during the course of the game.....and that was extremely exciting and worth every minute of it. but yeah we left before the game was over to avoid traffic....and went to taco bell where they were closed except the drive through and i wanted to walk through that but they said that that wasnt a good idea so we didnt and we went to wendys instead where we saw mike and cory and they thought adam would be with them and thank goodness he wasnt with them, as it is corys memory of me didnt exaclty make me feel too good, 'did he do anything to you cause i couldve sworn he was grabbing your chest or making out or something' and 'were you drunk?' of course neither of which happened or was even close to happening....funny though...no it isnt. yeah but then we goofed around in the parking lot of wendys for awhile and then i went home with jess and blaine who dropped me off at grandmas house cause i forgot my key and yeah taht was interesting. then mom finally got there and saturday morning i did some bio homework and then she came home and said we were leaving for rons and i didnt perticualaritly like that ider so i faught but that didnt get anywhere. he was drunk already when we got there so i wetn for an hour walk around mchenry....and the events that followed that were disastorous as you all well know so im not going to spell it out on here. so now im faced with the same decision ive been putting off for probably years. i have wonderful friends who offer me such great oppertunity and yet i still cant decide.........i hate this it will no doubt cause trouble. yeah but party at the cousins house earlier and yeah that was kinda fun except for getting my butt kicked in a game of airhockey with a third graeder who also pretended she was a ghost.....oooh scary, so yeah fun stuff. good to see the cousins but not so good that i made the decision to not go to treat americavecause of the injury....which i know made alot of other people dissapointed.... ireally cant make anyone happy here.