hey look im old
yeah so todays turned out pretty darn icky so far....as usual...this is how they all go right, i remember crying last year too, to everyones dismay. but yah not going with mom cause shes mad cause i cant make a decision on what i want and rons mad about taht too so fine you know i figured be spontaneous for once nope not gonna happen.....they just decided we'd celebrate another day and they're gonna go out and do something....so i was like fine then ill just stay here....so yeah here i am i think we're going shopping maybe not i donno. last night bugged the heck out of me...well after the little party, which in itself despite the stupid streetfest wasnt bad. no it was my stepbrothers hogging of the computer on the one stupid day that i actually have access to it that made me mad.....yeah. oh and i strained all the muscles in my ribcage...that adds so much to the fun of it all, and as of knowing when ill be able to swim...haha great.and then i called bree and that wasnt good because shes having troubles and i hate it when that happens cause im not good at helping solve those and i donno its just not good and im downright worried. called jessica to cancel lunch which i really felt bad about and specially cause i woke her up and yeah. the icing on the cake: school tomarrow bright and early. how wonderfully lovely...............now ill never get the chance to talk to those i miss sooooo verrrrry much!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr