We're just like dynamite...blowin' up all night

Feb 27, 2006 01:32

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The way he fills me, presses into me and stops this aching that I have inside me. Even if it's for a moment it's just what I need, what I crave right now.

"God... yeah, like that..." I rock my hips slowly and with determined movements against his hips, feeling him gasp and arch with each circle of my hips. Nothing about this ( Read more... )

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rogue_lawyer March 12 2006, 16:31:56 UTC
"Careful Lindsey, I could be dangerous."

My heart is pounding with the rhythm of our bodies moving together, each wicked little twist of her hips sending spirals of hot pleasure coursing through me until I'm panting, but her words still make me grin. "Fuck, yes," I gasp, my hand tangling in her hair as she leans in closer. "Baby, I know you are."

Now passionate words and lust-fueled sentiments whispered in the heat of the moment aren't necessarily supposed to make sense, but it's true. She's dangerous because I'd do damn near anything she asked of me right now. Whatever she wanted, whatever she needed from me, just to keep her around a little bit longer.

"Harder."

That I can do. Her tongue against my neck is driving me wild, despite my denial of that particular quirk.

"Dangerous, deadly...never know what's around the corner for you baby...could be more than you bargained for..."She's got me under her thumb and she knows it, teasing me, playing my secret desires like a well-tuned instrument. I'm left murmuring nonsense, half- ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 12 2006, 17:48:11 UTC
Everything's heightened and intense, almost too much for me to take as he grins and tell's me he knows I'm dangerous. But he doesn't, he has no idea how deadly I can be, how wicked I am. The urge to prove him wrong is there and I have to fight so hard to keep it from taking me in.

"Please, baby ... I need you...""Gonna give you what you want Lindsey, promise." I whisper, dragging my tongue across his throat and wrapping myself around him, keeping him to me as I let my fangs finally slip out. "Going to make you see stars, sweet rattlesnake..." I murmur, licking my fangs and then his skin again, rocking my hips hard and deep against him and wanting him to get pleasure out of this ( ... )

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rogue_lawyer March 12 2006, 23:20:09 UTC
It was all going so well ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 12 2006, 23:41:54 UTC
"Wh... what are you... Tara?"

I hear him mutter softly, the feel of his heart pounding in my ears setting me on fire, my hips rock faster against his as I feel myself milk him for everything he has. Not just between my thighs, but my fangs as well. It must be the marks on his chest that make the blood inside him taste that much sweeter, more intoxicating. I can't seem to get enough of him, I just want to make him come and bring him pleasure like his blood gives me.

"Please, sweetheart ... can't breathe."

The want and need for him burns inside me, the demon inside getting the edge I keep denying it and I feel my fingers dig into his shoulders, pressing my nude body to his and drinking slowly, pulling my fangs out finally to clean his wound.

"Get off! Oh fuck... please, don't..."His body goes limp as I lap his mark up gently, moving my body against his and feeling his ink burn into my skin, the heat of his body warming me like his blood. I slowly lap closed the wound on his neck and it takes me longer than I would have liked to ( ... )

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rogue_lawyer March 13 2006, 17:06:55 UTC
I don't know how long I drifted like that, shivering and barely awake, with half-dreams swimming in front my eyes. She'll come back and finish me off. She'll tear my throat out and lick the blood off her fingers, slow and dainty. I've seen how they do it. TaraDarlaTaraDarla... it's no wonder I let her get so far.

Healthy attachments, Lindsey, Holland chides, loosening his blood-soaked necktie with a grimace. Do you believe in love? I'd shake my head 'no', but my throat hurts too much.

Grey eyes darken into brown, shadows melting together into a long black coat. "You were supposed to do it," I rasp accusingly. He shakes his head, lifts the scythe... when I open my eyes again, he's gone, and she's laughing at me.

"Cold," I whisper, my body aching with it. She rolls her eyes, flicks her hair back. Whose fault is that? I glare at her and she only laughs harder. If I'd known you wanted me this badly, Lindsey, I would've come back for dessert. She rushes at me; golden-haired demon with a gaping mouth ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 13 2006, 17:41:11 UTC
"Fee, fie, foe, fum...You picked the wrong fucking mark to make a midnight snack out of, sweetheart."The door slammed open and I looked up with wide bloodshot eyes, tears still running down my face as his blood made a wet noise in my ears. The want and desire for it was eating at me again and I didn't know what to do. "Should have finished you off." I spat, fisting my hand in my hair and shaking my head. "Couldn't, didn't want to. Can't. Won't. Oh god." I slowly slid down to the floor, knowing that even if he was weak that I wasn't able to fight him off, I didn't know how to fight and this is how I was going to end. Huddled and crying in a corner, soul and demon ripping me apart from the inside ( ... )

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rogue_lawyer March 14 2006, 05:18:06 UTC
It's a trick. It has to be a trick. She's only shuddering like that to draw me closer, only making those helpless little sounds that escape when you can't quite keep your crying silent to catch me off guard.

Right?

"Punished little girls, little girls who disobey their Daddy's get hurt. S-shouldn't have left. Shouldn't have come to the Angelic city for the fallen Angel...can't help, won't help. Beyond redemption."

"Wait, rewind a minute here," I insist, my head starting to throb with dizziness again. It's probably a damn good thing we aren't getting into this physically. "Who's hurting you?"

I'm trying to puzzle out her words (Christ, she's as bad a Drusilla right now...) when she suddenly stands up, startling the hell out of me. But she's not attacking. Not even close.

"Do it. Just do it Lindsey..."I shake my head, my free hand still braced against the door frame to keep me from falling on my ass. "Shut up. If you're not trying to eat me, I won't stake you." She really is falling apart in front of me and the tears on her face ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 14 2006, 05:28:10 UTC
"Wait, rewind a minute here...Who's hurting you?"

"I am. I hurt me." He was confused, I could smell it. I could feel it too. Nothing made sense right now, the look on his face made me see that he didn't know what I was saying either. "I'm stuck in the middle, no where to go, unsure who to be. Tired of fighting the war inside."

"Shut up. If you're not trying to eat me, I won't stake you. Truce, alright? What the hell's the matter with you?" I winced at his words, cringing back and pulling away into the corner again as he stepped closer. "Some vampire you are Tara, never could do anything right. Couldn't even die right, could you." I spat at my non reflection, my fist clenching and coming down hard, blood pouring out of my hand as the mirror shattered. "Can't be w-who I was...don't know what I am. Only know what he made - vampire - and what she wanted - witch. Torn, pulled. Can't...can't think, can't be. Constant war is eating away at me, I can't dig it out. Can't get rid of the demon, can't rid myself of this poison ( ... )

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rogue_lawyer March 15 2006, 06:07:21 UTC
I shake my head, frowning in confusion at her continuing babble as I move closer. "I don't understa..." The mirror shatters with an almighty crash. "Jesus Christ! Will you please just calm down?"

Maybe it was the fact that I was hallucinating about Darla not half an hour earlier, but suddenly I'm back walking into my apartment in the dark, hearing the crunch of broken glass underfoot. All the mirrors a mess of jaded cracks. She can't look in the mirror anymore, not with the soul inside.

"Can't be w-who I was...don't know what I am. Only know what he made - vampire - and what she wanted - witch. Torn, pulled. Can't...can't think, can't be. Constant war is eating away at me, I can't dig it out. Can't get rid of the demon, can't rid myself of this poison..."

"Oh my god," I murmur. I wouldn't have thought it was physically possible to feel any dizzier than I did a moment ago, but I wind up leaning against the counter for support. "There's no way. There's just no way."

"Can't understand, doesn't comprehend. Bleeding, blood. Blood's ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 15 2006, 14:07:42 UTC
"Stop it...Listen to me, I need you to calm down, alright? Hey..."

The glass is out of my hands and I'm too numb to react; my eyes frantic and trying to look for a way out. The second his hands are touching me I seem to snap out of whatever insane state I was in a second ago. I close my eyes and lean into his hand before opening my eyes to look back at him, his voice soothing me from the inside.

"You've got a soul, don't you? You're another goddamn vampire with a soul. Lilah was right. I'm a magnet."I blink at him and look at him confused. "Another..." Wait, did that mean he knew Angel... This is getting crazier then I ever thought. "Different." I whispered, looking down and letting my hair fall into my face, the warmth of his hand washing over me. "Never was w-without it, became a demon and the soul stayed." He looked confused but I just shook my head, waiting for another moment to tell him about the spell and everything that happened ( ... )

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rogue_lawyer March 17 2006, 05:44:45 UTC
I'm beyond confused, still stuck on the puzzling fact that I haven't staked her yet, despite the blood loss making my head swim. She's tangled up in the white bed sheet like the Virgin Mary, but when she presses the crucifix in my hand against her skin, the smoke curls up with a barely audible hiss. Appearances are always so damned deceived.

"I-I'm sorry...I w-wasn't going to and...I couldn't stop and...please. I'm s-sorry, just...just make it all stop. I s-should be punished f-for what I did..." Her fingers sting over the bite mark on my throat and I can't say a word, just shaking my head slowly as she pulls the stake harder against her chest ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 17 2006, 05:59:33 UTC
"Stop, Tara, stop. I can help you. Just stop a minute and talk with me, alright? We'll get you cleaned up and... and I can try to make it stop hurting." "Why?" I croaked, letting him pull the stake from my hand, hearing it fall to the floor as the scent of my burnt flesh filled my senses. "I tried to kill you. I shouldn't have t-tried to feed, I don't know w-what I'm doing...I've never..." I feel myself slowly start to give in, to give up all this fighting and I don't know what to do first. "Not strong enough...never was." I've never felt so broken in my entire life ( ... )

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