Ahhhhh! I hate nightmares that feel super real but are super dumb at the same time. They really mess with you mind! =(

I'm so sick of this shit. Drama used to be terrible around work. BUT people need to learn to grow up. Shit happens get over it. What's done it done and it can't be UNdone so deal with it. If you didn't like the way things were handled, don't try and take things into your own hands and be big babies about it...Go talk to the guy in charge and ask ( Read more... )

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It's been a very rough couple of days. I just want to crawl back under the covers and make the nightmares go away. =[
I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs and make myself feel better, lol.

But on the ( Read more... )

I'm usually like ten times better at updating this thing than I have been. Woah baby it's been a long time!!
Not a lot has happened in my life in the past four months since I haven't updated.

Ummm, this semester is SOOOO much easier than last and I can't wait to get out of school. It is going to such a good break to get away from that. I'm just not a ( Read more... )

 Sometimes I wish I could just run away from it all.

Pretty much everything is sucking right now. I'm in over my head, and I can't handle it. I am constantly tired and just want to relax but there's no time for that. And lately, I'm in a great deal of pain. I think my body is throwing giant signs my way to slow down, and believe me that pain is ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I need to learn to post more often! It's been a little more than a month.
Nothing too exciting has happened to me. Although I have learned more and more that I can't drive in the rain...WAY too many panic attacks. So from now on I'm just going to walk to wherever I go! =]

Working more often reminds me of the stress of working with everyone. ( Read more... )

Filling the voids in my life, lol.

So far, I'm going to be calling back the YMCA on Monday and as far as I know, I have the job!! :-) That would be very awesome and I can't wait to start. Then I'll have two jobs, and be testing out one thing I'd like to be doing for the rest of my life. :-p
Now all that's missing is the car that I can't afford, and ( Read more... )

Ah, what better to do after a nice relaxing shower, than update this thing that no one reads after two months? Lol

Hmmm whats new? Not a whole lot.

I haven't seen very many people this summer. Mainly because I've worked a lot this summer. I work almost everyday. I guess that's not bad. It's just annoying that no one even attempts to hang out with me ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! People are stupid sometimes. They say one thing and do another. I can't even say I'm mad. It's not my decision. It's yours. I wish I could help you, but I can't help you if you don't let me in or if you don't listen to me. I am truly not mad. I am disappointed. I thought you were the one to prove me wrong but nope, I was wrong. I ( Read more... )

HAHA wow, its been like two months since i've updated this thing!

UMMMMM things are very different in two months!

I've never been happier! :-X But shhhh, you didn't hear that! It's unbelievable! I never thought I could be this happy. Things are like amazing. Sure there's like a bump here or there but like OMG, they are nothing compared to before. It' ( Read more... )