weekends are MUCH too short.
I want to go back home... I miss my mom and my dad and my sisters... I, sadly enough, even miss Mississippi... if only for the people I associate it with. I am so, so tired of school, especially my money-sucking, bass-ackwards, frelling idiotic one. I hate dealing with the fact that if I stay at this school, i'm going to slowly disintegrate into a
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After having to go through it myself, I finally understand why my dad was so insistant on paying my way through college, instead of me trying to hold a job and support myself at the same time.
I dunno if I've told this story to ya... Probably have, and if so, ya have all rights to kick me. ^^; My dad graduated high school, and went into college. Bwee. Instead of letting his mom and dad help him, he decided to go out completely on his own to try and get his degree.... moving out of their home and into his own place, working a job baggin' groceries when he wasn't at Southern with his classes. He finally got to where he could barely support himself, and just quit school. Granted... fifteen years later he became a manager of his own store... that's just a lot of time and stress on one's part.
I tried the whole "I'm gonna get a job, save money and go back to school" thing. It pretty much got me nowhere... I barely had money to pay my bills, get gas, and have food in the house for a month, much LESS save up for school. Lucky for me, I was able to move in with Nick, and well, the rest is history ^^;
That doesn't mean you should stay miserable though... If you feel like taking time away from school (like a semester) and coming home, and finding a place to go here.. er... I mean Mississippi... *kicks self... still thinks SHE'S back home* u_u; it's okay. EVERYBODY needs a break from school. And DON'T worry about being looked on as a failure if you take time off. I thought that for the longest time after I dropped out... but ya know what? Dad and Mom don't care... they only want me to be happy. Going back to school would be a plus (which I am... I just have to wait till right before I'm married. Goddamned stupid rules for ULM -_-; *grumble* have to be 21 or married... *more grumbling*)
Okay... I think I'm just rambling now... but... you do see what I'm getting at, ne? *huggle* If you wanna ever talk, you know my AIM and stuff.... I'm pretty much home all the time these days ^^; *huggles again* I must be going to bed since mom's coming to see me in a few hours... *gives another hug and scuttles to bed*
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