My Mawmaw had a stroke last night while i was in rehearsal. Mom said she or dad will come pick me up on friday so that I can visit for about a day, because I have to be back here sometime Saturday. Dress rehearsal Sunday, from morning/afternoon until ten at night to get everything perfected. I keep running away to the set or costume shops to escape ( Read more... )

I gave my kitty away today...

I miss her :(

But hopefully she'll be happy.

I feel completely powerless...

*sigh* I just want to help things.

being sleepy makes me sad sometimes... how weird.

maybe i'm just overtired. haven't really had decent nights' rests in more than a week... but i want to stay up and talk to someone... i feel alone tonight.

My feelings are hurt too easily. Hrm.

( stolen from indigo_wind )

( quiz thing )

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Noone leaves me notes anymore... I feel like shit. I want to go home now... I don't care about loans. I just want to go home and have my mom hold me and say everything'll be okay... and I want to work so that I can buy a new computer, since mine died... and I want to go to Josh's house and laugh at him when he gets drunk ( Read more... )

I want to go home. NOW. I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of feeling like crying every day. I hate my school, I hate classes, I hate being so far away from everything important to me. and now, my only fucking salvation and the only way I can communicate with my friends [i.e. this computer] keeps dying on me and being a pain in my ass and making me ( Read more... )