weekends are MUCH too short.
I want to go back home... I miss my mom and my dad and my sisters... I, sadly enough, even miss Mississippi... if only for the people I associate it with. I am so, so tired of school, especially my money-sucking, bass-ackwards, frelling idiotic one. I hate dealing with the fact that if I stay at this school, i'm going to slowly disintegrate into a shell of myself; if I transfer I'll have to start from the beginning because most public schools won't accept the majority of my credits; and if I decide to forgo my education in favor of getting a job and trying to support myself I'll be viewed as a failure. Additionally, if I stay here I will be in such terrible debt by the end of four years that I have no idea what I'll do... but if I drop out now, all of my loans will come due MUCH sooner than i'll be ready for them. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel trapped into a financial pen while everyone else stands outside, staring at me in varying degrees of disgust or amusement at my expense.