I find the holidays completely overwhelming. Even though Christmas is my favorite time of the year, I find that with each passing year, my desire to decorate, buy gifts or do much of anything that requires extra work, less and less ( Read more... )

I went to bed at 11:00. I felt tired. My bed and pillows were exactly the way I like them to be. Ready...set ( Read more... )

In trying to understand why I self-injured, I had to look at the feelings behind the behavior. Something I discovered is that I seemed to feel my feelings more intensely than other people. If I was sad, I was really sad...suicidal sad. If I was happy, I was happy...can't sit still, my heart is going to explode, happy. And if I was just "there", I ( Read more... )