Healing Heart
Unfortunately i said some things i shouldn't have said trying to wall up my defenses, but now i am feeling better. i let him know that i was wrong to say horrible things and that i still love him, how could i not? i was obsessed with him to the point it made me sick, and i think it just because i felt how exhausted our energies were trying to maintain a long distance relationship that i kicked my affection into over drive.
now i feel much better, i know who i am and where my faults to myself lay and even if i can't change them right now i can work on making them better and getting back on track with myself.
I want a relationship with a man or a woman that isn't going to really be so crazy as my previous, I want a man or a woman that can handle my advancing career and the time i will need to devote to that and socializing and networking with future clients and friends. i can't handle someone that is not full of as much energy and drive to success as me, i can't drag anyone because i only have this time now to shine. if i even need anyone at all.
now i feel much better, i know who i am and where my faults to myself lay and even if i can't change them right now i can work on making them better and getting back on track with myself.
I want a relationship with a man or a woman that isn't going to really be so crazy as my previous, I want a man or a woman that can handle my advancing career and the time i will need to devote to that and socializing and networking with future clients and friends. i can't handle someone that is not full of as much energy and drive to success as me, i can't drag anyone because i only have this time now to shine. if i even need anyone at all.