demonic possesion

Jun 19, 2009 06:46

i think i may have been posessed by a very sour demon over the past fiew months. it seemed to start after an inccident at work and feel like i may have been manipulated and confussed which caused me to worry and cling to things that made me comfortable in an almost obsessive way which unfortunately was poor dire, i tried to move our relationship way too fast. now that i let go though i don't feel that awful feeling i had in my gut, that feeling that caused my ulcer. it was weird at the exact moment i let go i had this stinging sour burp. like a demon of negativity escaped.

I might be moving with natasha somewhere. we are thinking either LA, San Fransisco, Eugene or Portland. We need to find a location with affordable housing and a school that offers the courses we need. even though i haven't reviewed the living cost of these places, i am leaning towards Ptown because my sister is moving there and it would be good to be around family. i want to watch my niece and nephew grow up and i want them to be a part of my life in the future. it's like they fill the role children i don't ever plan on having.

life is good though and i can only keep stepping
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