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And how my wings lay so dormantly
The fires are still burning all over the state. The air is unbreathable. My chest hurts. I can't stop crying ( Read more... ) -
Your Regularly Scheduled Monday Meltdown
How goes it, friends?It's a dumpster fire here--almost quite literally. The CZU fires are at least now at around 15% containment, and here's hoping the rain and fog help. On Saturday, someone literally, intentionally set fires in South City-San Bruno along 280 (which is right over the hill from us) and a panic attack ensued. Thankfully, those weren ( Read more... ) -
It wouldn't do me much good to be afraid, would it?
There are a million things going wrong right now. After the election BS, having to listen to the 4 day long dog and pony show, being gaslit, being triggered and sent spiraling after finding out that your suspicions that you were just some weird ethnic fetish to someone were indeed true, spied on, and now these fucking fires in the middle of a ( Read more... ) -
if it's a club you have to fight to be a part of, don't bother
I accidentally joined the Les Miz fandom 10 and a half years ago. A new edition of the Brick had come out, as well as the launch of the now fateful 25th anniversary tour of the musical, and all these things made me want to draw the characters. People who were involved with the fandom online had found my drawings, and the rest, they say, is history ( Read more... ) -
trying to learn to draw again
So I wrote an article about HAMILTON and people have not liked it. Which is fine, people like what they like and don't what they don't, but the inability to think critically scares the shit out of me. Nothing I said in the article merited death threats and the kind of criticism against my personal being. Nothing.
Serious emergency sushi was needed ( Read more... ) -
So, I went to Disneyland: Recap, part 1
So earlier this month, I went to Disneyland. I have been suffering from severe bouts of depression,sadness, and isolation since returning.
It was supposed to be the most magical and special trip that I had planned and anticipated to for over a year. It was gonna be perfectAnd it wasn't ( Read more... )
