And how my wings lay so dormantly
The fires are still burning all over the state. The air is unbreathable. My chest hurts. I can't stop crying.
This morning I saw a white barn owl that flew along side me as I was walking to the bus stop. Usually, owls are bad omens, but this one didn't seem too ominous. Internet symbolism websites (don't laugh!) say seeing one of them is a good thing: that they mean overcoming obstacles in the darkness, "abundant creativity as well as fantastic capacity to produce well beyond what others may do."
Okay, that doesn't seem so bad, I guess!
Not as bad as the chest pains I had trying to walk to work from the train station, certainly.
Today's views (or there lack of):
Feeling sick, sad, scared and overwhelmed.
Some other stuff:
Still committed to my terrible idea for a 3rd day in a row, and, let me tell you, it's a failure (just, like. meeeeeeeeee)
Also, behold my Functional Adult Cosplay:
Ta daaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
I am definitely planning on being an absolute vegetable this weekend. I look forward to not having to leave the house for a few days. I find that I am the most comfortable and the most sane when I get to stay inside. Recovering from going out is such a multi-step decompression process that takes me ages to wind down from the stress of--I literally don't understand how people are DYING to get out right now.
This morning I saw a white barn owl that flew along side me as I was walking to the bus stop. Usually, owls are bad omens, but this one didn't seem too ominous. Internet symbolism websites (don't laugh!) say seeing one of them is a good thing: that they mean overcoming obstacles in the darkness, "abundant creativity as well as fantastic capacity to produce well beyond what others may do."
Okay, that doesn't seem so bad, I guess!
Not as bad as the chest pains I had trying to walk to work from the train station, certainly.
Today's views (or there lack of):
Feeling sick, sad, scared and overwhelmed.
Some other stuff:
Still committed to my terrible idea for a 3rd day in a row, and, let me tell you, it's a failure (just, like. meeeeeeeeee)
Also, behold my Functional Adult Cosplay:
Ta daaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
I am definitely planning on being an absolute vegetable this weekend. I look forward to not having to leave the house for a few days. I find that I am the most comfortable and the most sane when I get to stay inside. Recovering from going out is such a multi-step decompression process that takes me ages to wind down from the stress of--I literally don't understand how people are DYING to get out right now.