so its been awhile since i wrote in this thing... so prom was awesome..so much preparation and waiting and it flew by so quickly but it was absolutely amazing..we bonfired and got wasted on the beach :) couldn't be any better then after graduation there was some relentless partying out in the hamptons for a few days...what a good time :) it's so ( Read more... )

so... time to update i guess :).... its the second half of my senior year and im psyched like whoa!! me and Monika went to go visit Ash at Bloomsburg and it was quite awesome i <3 those girls.. so the last few college visits have gotten me sooo pumped about going to college next year...i reeli cant wait to start decorating my dorm, and just being ( Read more... )

So i's strange to read these words over again and I must admit im always afraid they wont weave together in an all too pleasing fashion. But that is really not my intention right now. I just don’t comprehend anything anymore. And I know I’ve said this in the past its just all caught up to me again and it seems as if each time I just build up a ( Read more... )

so i've come to the conclusion that im pretty weak... It's too hard for me to end something when it's not on good terms...i mean its different if it just fades out, but if u stop having a relationship with someone so abruptly and dramatically...i dont know its just not something ive become accustomed to.. i really wish i could just let it go, but i ( Read more... )

wow...so today was quite busy...it feelt like how everything was a month ago..so whoaa guess wat!? I'm walkin, I'm walkin!!!! woot woot haha so thats fuckin sexy...a lil gimpy, but its still awesome...so hm...i woke up then went out with chris and Lauryn to Baja and Ash and Ben met up with us which was ofcourse quite loverly...then Laur and Chris ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's been there for me the past week I really appreciate it!! Jonny boy, it's amazing how you were there for me every single day..and just looking foward to your visit always made me feel better...and ofcourse my loverly Cara!! who was there soooo much i <3 you! and Maddie brought me sushi and visited me!! ( Read more... )

:) I had such an awesome birthday!! Every year i always hateeee when my birthday comes aroud, cuz i duno maybe just i have high expectations but something always seems to get messed up...but not this one! Matt woke me up at like 1, and wished me a Happy Birthday, so ofcourse that made me :) ...he's such a kool guy...umm then my mom woke me up later ( Read more... )

Wow..its been awhile..so hmmm ( Read more... )

Just letting you know right now, this is not going to be one of my more optomistic entries...I'm overwhelemed to say the least...in far too many aspects, but I'm debating whether I should even bother denouncing them in my journal entry, since it would after all just further prove a certain someone's theory taht I am completely selfish and ( Read more... )

wow...so I had a really great longg weekend...I just got back from the beach with Dan..it was crazyyy like 60mph winds.. he's goin back to Hartford today, so I'm prolly not gonna see him for awhile :( ..but i reeli did have a pretty great time this weekend.. Thursday I got to go out to brunch with Ree, my mom and my sis..then I hung out with Jackie ( Read more... )