Theres a brave new girl... and shes oming out tonight!
Well......
So this morning I go over to the front of the school where James and my friends hang out and all that good stuff. And today I was waiting with Tawnee, Jyl, Amanda and a few other people. And up comes James with this thing of rolled up papers with a rose wrapped around it. Hands it to me and the bell rang so he says, "I made it right on time." then he walked away. I was going to tell him right then.
BUT........
At lunchtime I went up to where we usually sit then, and I said "Hi" and all that stuff and for a while there was awkward silence. Then I all the sudden say, "I wanted to tell you something this morning." he said, "Go for it." taking me a few minutes out manages to pop, "I realized...I realized that, Well....I like you, a lot" then he gives me a hug. A bit more awkward silence and then I asked him, "Is this awkward?" he said nothing then put his arm around me and well you know how when someone has their arm around you and their hand manages to just hang down there? Well, I reached my hand up and held his hand and started kinda rubbing it kinda. Can't really think of the right word but that seems to work. So the damn bell goes off again and then we are off the same direction and holding eachother and then we reach his corner first like always, and he hugs me saying, "I'll be thinking about you." I wasshocked and all I could say was, "Me too."
Oh my god, I am really happy now, I was scared of what he may say after I tell him I like him. He really didn't have to say much because the poem which was on the papers wrapped in the rose was called, "The city in which I love you" I just wonder if he really feels like that. I am going to be normal old April tomorrow and hug and hold him and see what happens.
I guess his friends are having a party-ish thing tomorrow night. You know, typical getting wasted and shit. His friend asked if I wanted to go I said probably. But I will be on an 11:40 train the next morning so I gotta be a little careful you know? If I do end up going. Oh well, I will see where time takes me. Right?
Well, I am listening to quilty obsession:
(B R I T N E Y S P E A R S)
and I do not care anymore what people think, Britney is awesome!
-Love lots,
April
So this morning I go over to the front of the school where James and my friends hang out and all that good stuff. And today I was waiting with Tawnee, Jyl, Amanda and a few other people. And up comes James with this thing of rolled up papers with a rose wrapped around it. Hands it to me and the bell rang so he says, "I made it right on time." then he walked away. I was going to tell him right then.
BUT........
At lunchtime I went up to where we usually sit then, and I said "Hi" and all that stuff and for a while there was awkward silence. Then I all the sudden say, "I wanted to tell you something this morning." he said, "Go for it." taking me a few minutes out manages to pop, "I realized...I realized that, Well....I like you, a lot" then he gives me a hug. A bit more awkward silence and then I asked him, "Is this awkward?" he said nothing then put his arm around me and well you know how when someone has their arm around you and their hand manages to just hang down there? Well, I reached my hand up and held his hand and started kinda rubbing it kinda. Can't really think of the right word but that seems to work. So the damn bell goes off again and then we are off the same direction and holding eachother and then we reach his corner first like always, and he hugs me saying, "I'll be thinking about you." I wasshocked and all I could say was, "Me too."
Oh my god, I am really happy now, I was scared of what he may say after I tell him I like him. He really didn't have to say much because the poem which was on the papers wrapped in the rose was called, "The city in which I love you" I just wonder if he really feels like that. I am going to be normal old April tomorrow and hug and hold him and see what happens.
I guess his friends are having a party-ish thing tomorrow night. You know, typical getting wasted and shit. His friend asked if I wanted to go I said probably. But I will be on an 11:40 train the next morning so I gotta be a little careful you know? If I do end up going. Oh well, I will see where time takes me. Right?
Well, I am listening to quilty obsession:
(B R I T N E Y S P E A R S)
and I do not care anymore what people think, Britney is awesome!
-Love lots,
April