i like weird music
i was looking at some of my older posts in livejournal. they were a lot more...energetic. dissect a walnut? what? seems my sense of humor has shifted, or maybe it's rusty, or jammed, or something. one constant is that it's not witty, and relies heavily on absurdity and randomness. i have a hard time believing i wrote some of those posts, if it weren't for the whole memory thing.
have to leave my house now. paint fumes, plus headache, just ow. what i'd love is a nice walk in the woods -- or up a mountain. i want to go to canadia soon, though cheaply because i'm still saving up for germany or wherever. maybe i'll go down the coast instead.
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and of course five minutes after i leave my house my throbbing headache vanishes. what a fool he is. the handicapped man from yesterday was back and singing christmas carols because of the new cds put out for the season. the baristas were laughing and he was very cute about it, shy. read my book. now i'm going to trabant i guess with stevo. god, two minutes in the house and i'm dizzy. that fucking retard. doesn't he understand?
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trabant, as always, love. i don't like going to the u district and walking around unless i have a specific goal in mind. too many bums and a bunch of shops i've been to a million times.
then we went to broadway where everything was closed. bought a couple cds. broadway is much better in the day time. fun anyway.
i'd prefer to have gone by myself, but whatever. i have a couple things i'd like to get, and there's no chance it'd be un awkward with someone, so...another time.
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dropped off stevo, ate cheesecake because why should i have to tell you why, cheesecake is cheesecake.
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now it is friday and i think i have to like both cds, one is mazzy star, the other, mindless self indulgence...which i have to say is fun, very. they did a cover of tom sawyer...it is...not good. hehe, but i'm enjoying it.
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did work, did the AK thing, they went to red robin and i decided to opt out of card playing and come home. i'd like to drive to my mom's, but it's late and they'd all be asleep. i considered being reckless and driving south all night so i could catch the sunrise somewhere awesome along the coast, but, gas is $$$ and i'm a little too tired. i'd also have to roll up my sleeping bag. once i deposit my last paycheck i might have to go buy the little $90 6lb two person tent i saw. you know how the rain flap thing on top usually only covers the top? it covers the whole tent on these little ones which is cool because it'll mean a drier, warmer tent. size will help it not be freezing too. i wish my dad would buy it for me though he doesn't have any reason to and i doubt i give him one.
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if there's something i'm afraid or reluctant to say i'll usually say something stupid and totally unrelated, or poorly related, to whatever was said before. if there's something else i'd really like to come clean on, everything else i say will be garbled. blah.
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technically it's sunday, but it's one thirty, so yeah. ran into glenn, got tasty root beer at whole foods, then went with him to rattlesnake lake where the level is dropping. there were loons and few people. walked around the lake, came back, read for about 5 and a half hours...cute barista to watch...finished one book, started another, ate a scone from my bakery i got this morning. it was lacking in blueberries and a little too generous with the creamcheese, but still it was good. and dinner, turns out.
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home is blah but that's fine since my dad's not here. the hot tub is humming and he filled it with water last night, so, my hopes are up....
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i slept in til nine this morning, got up, made breakfast, decided to get back in bed and chill. pish pish came in and ended up curling up very close to me and i decided why not and napped with her. amazing plotty dreams, and i can't remember a single part of them now. dammit. they were good ones. i know two cats were involved in one section, but it was hardly the interesting bits. it was like i continued the dreams i'd had when i was waking up the first time. i do remember one part being smuttacular and highly comical, to me at least.
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i feel like i should have something nice to finish this off, but, doesn't seem like it. wonder what i'll do tomorrow.
have to leave my house now. paint fumes, plus headache, just ow. what i'd love is a nice walk in the woods -- or up a mountain. i want to go to canadia soon, though cheaply because i'm still saving up for germany or wherever. maybe i'll go down the coast instead.
***
and of course five minutes after i leave my house my throbbing headache vanishes. what a fool he is. the handicapped man from yesterday was back and singing christmas carols because of the new cds put out for the season. the baristas were laughing and he was very cute about it, shy. read my book. now i'm going to trabant i guess with stevo. god, two minutes in the house and i'm dizzy. that fucking retard. doesn't he understand?
***
trabant, as always, love. i don't like going to the u district and walking around unless i have a specific goal in mind. too many bums and a bunch of shops i've been to a million times.
then we went to broadway where everything was closed. bought a couple cds. broadway is much better in the day time. fun anyway.
i'd prefer to have gone by myself, but whatever. i have a couple things i'd like to get, and there's no chance it'd be un awkward with someone, so...another time.
***
dropped off stevo, ate cheesecake because why should i have to tell you why, cheesecake is cheesecake.
***
now it is friday and i think i have to like both cds, one is mazzy star, the other, mindless self indulgence...which i have to say is fun, very. they did a cover of tom sawyer...it is...not good. hehe, but i'm enjoying it.
***
did work, did the AK thing, they went to red robin and i decided to opt out of card playing and come home. i'd like to drive to my mom's, but it's late and they'd all be asleep. i considered being reckless and driving south all night so i could catch the sunrise somewhere awesome along the coast, but, gas is $$$ and i'm a little too tired. i'd also have to roll up my sleeping bag. once i deposit my last paycheck i might have to go buy the little $90 6lb two person tent i saw. you know how the rain flap thing on top usually only covers the top? it covers the whole tent on these little ones which is cool because it'll mean a drier, warmer tent. size will help it not be freezing too. i wish my dad would buy it for me though he doesn't have any reason to and i doubt i give him one.
***
if there's something i'm afraid or reluctant to say i'll usually say something stupid and totally unrelated, or poorly related, to whatever was said before. if there's something else i'd really like to come clean on, everything else i say will be garbled. blah.
***
technically it's sunday, but it's one thirty, so yeah. ran into glenn, got tasty root beer at whole foods, then went with him to rattlesnake lake where the level is dropping. there were loons and few people. walked around the lake, came back, read for about 5 and a half hours...cute barista to watch...finished one book, started another, ate a scone from my bakery i got this morning. it was lacking in blueberries and a little too generous with the creamcheese, but still it was good. and dinner, turns out.
***
home is blah but that's fine since my dad's not here. the hot tub is humming and he filled it with water last night, so, my hopes are up....
***
i slept in til nine this morning, got up, made breakfast, decided to get back in bed and chill. pish pish came in and ended up curling up very close to me and i decided why not and napped with her. amazing plotty dreams, and i can't remember a single part of them now. dammit. they were good ones. i know two cats were involved in one section, but it was hardly the interesting bits. it was like i continued the dreams i'd had when i was waking up the first time. i do remember one part being smuttacular and highly comical, to me at least.
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i feel like i should have something nice to finish this off, but, doesn't seem like it. wonder what i'll do tomorrow.