Writing more may help...
Writing more may also make me seem emo and lame, but maybe it will help too. So here's the deal. My life in general is pretty good lately, and yet for reasons unbeknownst to me I have been feeling crummy and lonely. I really don't think that dating is even the issue. The issue is that I want other people to constantly validate me as a person when I should be able to validate myself. The other part is that I'm starting to get the "anxious, not trying hard enough, not good enough" feelings again. I don't want to become that weak sad person again. It's like I go to class, I do my work, I tutor, and I just started training for the Peachtree. But I still feel like something is missing, or that I'm not doing enough. I'm pretty much broke these days ... I think I might get a job.
Alright so enough whining! I'm really psyched about Tilly and the Wall with Caroline. The last time I saw them I was getting over a break up and I danced my worries away. It was most excellent, and I hope to do the same tonight.
Love, love, love,
caro
Alright so enough whining! I'm really psyched about Tilly and the Wall with Caroline. The last time I saw them I was getting over a break up and I danced my worries away. It was most excellent, and I hope to do the same tonight.
Love, love, love,
caro