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sometimes I think it would be easier to pretend to be the person I used to be. just pretend I still believed what I used to believe. pretend life hadn't taught me differently. to narrow my vision of life and ignore the perspective life has granted me. then again maybe I wish more than that, that i had people nearby who could see life the way I see it or at least closer to how I see it now so that I could talk things out with.