Welcome to Spring..
Geez I'm super beat. I've been up since 4:30AM for practice. I'm definitely glad I'm doing crew though..it should be a lot of fun! I've missed crew a lot and being on the water. I really hope I get to start all my races and go to all the super big races like the Dad Vail and so on and so forth. That would be so amazing!! Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself here, but I sure have missed coxing and being appreciated for doing it. This morning, it was still pitch black with just the stars and far away light from houses!! The sun started to rise in the last 20 minutes of practice which was pretty freaking cool!! And then I came back for cuddle time with the boy :~) . It's just been such a long day. A huge misunderstanding with one of my classes has me freaking out about the honor council and then my allergies are freaking insane plus my being so tired doesn't help anything. Then I'm worried about Billy and what he has to do over the next few days. BUT he is coming home with me to watch me race this weekend :~) . He came home with me last weekend for Easter and that was so great!! I loved that he was there to share all that stuff with me. We went up to Tyson's one day because he had never been, then the next day we went up to DC and saw Arlington National Cemetary, different memorials, and then the Natural History Museum (I HAD to show him all of the gemstones there :~) ). Then the next day we just took it easy and watched NCAA wrestling on TV and then the next day was Easter and that was a little bit insane but he actually came to church with my family and sat through a 2 hour service. He's amazing. He's been so great lately, even if we've both been stressing out to the max about stuff. Today after the misunderstanding, he saw how upset I was and literally couldn't handle it and got sick. I didn't even know that I had that sort of impact on him. I don't want him to get sick over me, but I just really saw today how much he cares about me..I saw a lot of the same worry in his eyes today that I did when I was in the hospital last month. I absolutely love it. One year and seven months today. I can't believe it's been that long, especially with this semester flying by :~( . Oh well, he keeps talking like we're gonna be together with the distance and I can brag about him being some big Ivy League wrestler. haha. It's storming outside right now and it's awesome!! I love hot thunderstorms!! It's been about 80/85 degrees down here yesterday and today so I went down to the beach yesterday and got sunburnt but hey how many people in Virginia can say that in MARCH!! I love it!! My mom called me a bitch because I called her while I was laying out on the beach and she was like "you're a bitch for telling me that but you certainly are my daughter!" Yeah maybe we both do have a massive love for the beach..haha! Ok well I'm gonna go finish my movie and then hit the sack without the cuddle buddy tonight :~( . Have a good night!! :~)