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Ok so I'm super worried and stressed right now and I really hope my imagination is getting the best of me. I'm so scared that he's with her and I don't know what to do. He says she's nothing more than like his sister but I think she thinks differently about him. And fuck the asshole that got me thinking so negatively about this. Fuck the assholes that gave me these trust issues. I should trust him, I know I should. It's my old friend self-doubt that tells me I'm not good enough. And this allergic reaction I've been having hasn't helped :~( . I miss him a lot and I hope that's how he feels too.