Bbaaahhhhhhh
I cannot sleep. This use to happen allllll the time but it had been good. I want to wake my boyfriend up so bad and tell him to entertain to sleep but he works in the morning. He's said before to wake him up, but I'm not having anxiety attacks I'm just awake for some stoopid reason.
I meet a new doctor tomorrow. My general practitioner moved on a few months back and this is my first time with whoever they have put me with. I'm freaking out and it's stupid I know but I'm freaking out. My therapist was going to introduce me to this new doctor last time I had an appointment with her but I got a huge panic attack and had to actually go home and do the appointment by phone. So now I just have to meet this new doctor and hope I don't have a panic attack and can actually form words. Actual words without having trouble breathing and rocking back and forth.
And I've yet to sleep. I want to sleep but now it's only two hours before I need to wake up that's not going to do me any good.
So I sit here watching New Girl. On the last episode of season 2. It's amusing me.
I meet a new doctor tomorrow. My general practitioner moved on a few months back and this is my first time with whoever they have put me with. I'm freaking out and it's stupid I know but I'm freaking out. My therapist was going to introduce me to this new doctor last time I had an appointment with her but I got a huge panic attack and had to actually go home and do the appointment by phone. So now I just have to meet this new doctor and hope I don't have a panic attack and can actually form words. Actual words without having trouble breathing and rocking back and forth.
And I've yet to sleep. I want to sleep but now it's only two hours before I need to wake up that's not going to do me any good.
So I sit here watching New Girl. On the last episode of season 2. It's amusing me.