It's been so long since I've said this...and yet every time I think these words.
I'm bleeding down there....from the gash between my legs....
I am cranky and I yelled at Jason this morning. I immediately felt horrible and said sorry and that was uncalled for, but still. I am cranky because I am gaining weight. I knew this would happen. For reasons I don't want to get into. I've been awesome with my meds and am proud to say that I've been on my meds everyday (minus the small maybe once or twice missed) since November. And everyday with my insulin for almost two months now. This is huge. I find it hard to do much of anything most days even take my meds. It's like I've had a death wish or something and have just not cared. But I do care and I want to take them.
Today I am cranky and pissy and feel disgusting. At the same time I'm feeling social which is bizarre. I keep replying to posts on Reddit (which I NEVER do..I lurk...it's like listening on conversations that I don't need to talk with people) and on Facebook. Weird. It's rare I'm this social these days
I am cranky and I yelled at Jason this morning. I immediately felt horrible and said sorry and that was uncalled for, but still. I am cranky because I am gaining weight. I knew this would happen. For reasons I don't want to get into. I've been awesome with my meds and am proud to say that I've been on my meds everyday (minus the small maybe once or twice missed) since November. And everyday with my insulin for almost two months now. This is huge. I find it hard to do much of anything most days even take my meds. It's like I've had a death wish or something and have just not cared. But I do care and I want to take them.
Today I am cranky and pissy and feel disgusting. At the same time I'm feeling social which is bizarre. I keep replying to posts on Reddit (which I NEVER do..I lurk...it's like listening on conversations that I don't need to talk with people) and on Facebook. Weird. It's rare I'm this social these days