::In the clear!!!::
:: Well I'm in a somewhat much better mood than I was previously. I was able to get ahold of Ryan today and come to find out (As I was supecting) everything is just fine. He has just been buisy studying for next weeks finals, on top of going to all of these group meetings and working on a research project. So I'm glad to know that my boy is doing ok and that everything is fine between us. I called him earlier tonight because he told me to call him later on, and I got the voicemail. Then I noticed that his AIM was set to away and said that he was at an O-Chem meeting. As soon as he got out though he called me back, which made me feel pretty good. And after we got off the phone he told me to call him tomorrow. It kind of sucks that I'm not really going to get to see him till the week after next because he is going to his parents for spring break in Cleveland and he has finals next week and then he is leaving to go to his parents. It's cool though, because he said when he got back we could get together and do stuff. I'm going to try with all of my power to have my licence and a working car before he gets back. So that he doesn't have to keep comming down here to get me. I feel bad because everyone always has to come get me for everything if they want to do anything, and I know it can be a real pain in the ass. And if I actually want to make sure that this is going to continue to work out and devleope any further, than I really need to get a means of transportation so that its not all riding on his back all the time.
Other than everything being good between Ryan and I, I still feel like I have no friends (Probabl because I dont) and everyone has better more exciting things to do than hang out with me. I just wish that when people went out to parties and stuff that they would invite me in on the action. People are always like, "Dude, I went to -insert name here- place and we all got totally shit face and did this, that, and the other." I just feel so left out all the time and it makes me feel pretty shitty. I guess Ashley wants to go to Millenium though Saturday night. It's this teen night club thats somewhere downtown. So maybe we will get to have some fun? I need to find more information out about where it is and how late they are open till. But I'm pretty sure they are open till about 2 AM or something like that,or maybe 1 AM.
Friday I dont think I'm going to be doing anything, but I want to see if Sam wants to hang out, because she's my girl and we always have fun when we get together and do things. I'm sure she wont object unless her parents have something planned for them to do. And thats all I have for tonight.
Untill next time...::
.::+::Loveless::+::.
Other than everything being good between Ryan and I, I still feel like I have no friends (Probabl because I dont) and everyone has better more exciting things to do than hang out with me. I just wish that when people went out to parties and stuff that they would invite me in on the action. People are always like, "Dude, I went to -insert name here- place and we all got totally shit face and did this, that, and the other." I just feel so left out all the time and it makes me feel pretty shitty. I guess Ashley wants to go to Millenium though Saturday night. It's this teen night club thats somewhere downtown. So maybe we will get to have some fun? I need to find more information out about where it is and how late they are open till. But I'm pretty sure they are open till about 2 AM or something like that,or maybe 1 AM.
Friday I dont think I'm going to be doing anything, but I want to see if Sam wants to hang out, because she's my girl and we always have fun when we get together and do things. I'm sure she wont object unless her parents have something planned for them to do. And thats all I have for tonight.
Untill next time...::
.::+::Loveless::+::.