:: Its been a while. Has it not?::
:: It has been sometime since I have posted in here. I think its about time that I make a new update on whats been going on. Let me start where I left off. Remember the whole thing with Ryan? ow I was worried that there was something wrong and that things were going to turn out badly. Well they did, and like all bad things he has faded into the past now, quickly forgotten. I dont really know why I was so stressed out over that whole situation to begin with. I knew that because he was a college party-boy that it probably wasnt going to work out. And we were not on the same wave length at all when it came to communication. And it wasnt the fact that we didnt have anything in common, but more of the fact that he just didnt know how to communicate. There was no substance to him at all. The only thing he knew was that he was in school, he had a goal that he was reaching for, and that its the only thing right now in his life that he needs to worry about. So I didnt take it hard at all after we stoped talking to eachother. I was glad to be out of that situation because I knew what I really needed was someone that knows what he is wanting out of life, and is willing to find a person that can fit into his life.
So not to long after I met a man by the name of Jeff. We started talking at first. Just some casual conversation, discussing relationship issues, life in general, as well as just shooting the shit and joking around. After that we started to see eachother, and now, things are going great. There is a large age difference, but that doesnt bother me in the least. Because I'm starting to descover that we are on the same level of connection. We both have an a understanding of what we want, we both respect eachothers own seperate social lives, but also know that we still also have the life that forms around us as well. We are both comfortable with one another, and can talk about anything or atleast just about anything. I'm sure there are still some things that are touchy that he doesnt yet feel comfortable to discuss, but in time I'm sure he will when he feels that he can or should. And its nice that we get along as if we are close friends, if not best friends. He is truly an amazing person, and I cant wait to see what lies ahead. We are taking it gradually though, we both agree that you have to go one step at a time when it comes to a relationship. Beacaus in order to start the building blocks of something great, you have to take your time perfecting the base, and then work your way up.
In other news, I got my right nipple pierced!!! I finally did it!! I have wanted to get my nipple pierced for a long time, but I never really had the nerve to go through with it. I was told horror stories about how it hurts about as bad as having a needle shuved in your dick. After last weekend though when Jeff had mentioned out of the blue, "You should get your nipples pierced, it would be hott." I thought that maybe I would finally go through with it. For one, like I said, I wanted to get it done for a while. But then after I knew that it was something he was going to like as well, I decided to get it done. Also the fact that he told me I probably wouldnt go through with it. So anturally, if someone tells me that I wont go through with something, I have to do it to prove them wrong.
Mom thinks its grose, dad thinks its hilarious and loves it, Dan thought it was cool, and my friend Ashley thinks its hott. Mom will cope with it though, she'll have to after getting to see it every day, haha.
Well, class is almost over. I better get going. I will post here sometime in the future though, to tell of more instalments of my ever so changing life.
Untill next time....::
.::+::Loveless::+::.
So not to long after I met a man by the name of Jeff. We started talking at first. Just some casual conversation, discussing relationship issues, life in general, as well as just shooting the shit and joking around. After that we started to see eachother, and now, things are going great. There is a large age difference, but that doesnt bother me in the least. Because I'm starting to descover that we are on the same level of connection. We both have an a understanding of what we want, we both respect eachothers own seperate social lives, but also know that we still also have the life that forms around us as well. We are both comfortable with one another, and can talk about anything or atleast just about anything. I'm sure there are still some things that are touchy that he doesnt yet feel comfortable to discuss, but in time I'm sure he will when he feels that he can or should. And its nice that we get along as if we are close friends, if not best friends. He is truly an amazing person, and I cant wait to see what lies ahead. We are taking it gradually though, we both agree that you have to go one step at a time when it comes to a relationship. Beacaus in order to start the building blocks of something great, you have to take your time perfecting the base, and then work your way up.
In other news, I got my right nipple pierced!!! I finally did it!! I have wanted to get my nipple pierced for a long time, but I never really had the nerve to go through with it. I was told horror stories about how it hurts about as bad as having a needle shuved in your dick. After last weekend though when Jeff had mentioned out of the blue, "You should get your nipples pierced, it would be hott." I thought that maybe I would finally go through with it. For one, like I said, I wanted to get it done for a while. But then after I knew that it was something he was going to like as well, I decided to get it done. Also the fact that he told me I probably wouldnt go through with it. So anturally, if someone tells me that I wont go through with something, I have to do it to prove them wrong.
Mom thinks its grose, dad thinks its hilarious and loves it, Dan thought it was cool, and my friend Ashley thinks its hott. Mom will cope with it though, she'll have to after getting to see it every day, haha.
Well, class is almost over. I better get going. I will post here sometime in the future though, to tell of more instalments of my ever so changing life.
Untill next time....::
.::+::Loveless::+::.