so... i took some vacation time from the fourth of july on to the 15th. right before i went on vacation i started hanging out with the guys from twisted images more. and started liking this one guy more. so we spent a lot of time together during my vacation. neways long story short we are now an item. his name is alex tho everyone calls him biggie ( Read more... )

well, ill start by talking about what ive done recently... not much actually. thursday i went to the bar with jannette and simon/james whatever you wanna call him. we played pool which was kinda nice instead of just sitting at the bar like normal. james beat both of us, no suprise there hes a guy they seem to be better at pool. when me and jannette ( Read more... )

so... the friday after new years, i left for north carolina. lemme tell you that 10 1/2 hour drive is brutal. i will never do it again. once i was down there i was so excited to see katie.  it was real nice the first day. like almost 70. the rest of the days were kinda cold, like highs of 50 or so and lows in teh 20s at nite. i went to all the ( Read more... )

so i thought id post some stuff about what happened yesterday and last nite, since its been awhile. ok for people who do not know i am officially going out with nick from work, as of the 28th yay! so yesterday me, him and carl were talking in the stockroom and i said smthing about how i dont think that women really need to like rise up and stuff. ( Read more... )

so here are the reasons...
in no particular order

1. i have no money
2. i have a shitty job 
3. theyre trying to fire me from said job
4. i cannot find another job
5. i am going to college for no apparent reason other than to say hey i have a degree so its a complete waste of time and money
6. i am in debt to my parents about 2000 dollars
7. i need to buy ( Read more... )

so this stupid shit with my parents has only been going on for like four days now and i cant stand it already. i think theyre being ridiculous about everything. my mom wont talk to my dad, so she has to relay everything that she wants to tell him thru me. lovely... and everytime i try to talk to my dad, she starts talking to me like she keeps ( Read more... )

so its been like forever since ive updated this thing. neways things have been kinda shitty for me lately. mike broke up with me about a week ago and that got me real down. i spent most of the two days afterwards crying. kinda lovely... he said he still wants to be friends and such. so so i guess its just gonna go back to the way things were before ( Read more... )

ok so i tried this last night and i wrote like a ton and then i was an idiot and hit the wrong button, so it didnt post it. and of course, i lost everything i wrote too. i was ready to cry. neways yesterday i ordered my phone off the internet. i was really bored at work the day before, and was looking online, and found out that you can go to this ( Read more... )

ok it really bothers me that every person that i would like to mean more to doesnt want that to happen. and just my luck the only guys that have said that they wanted to be more than friends were the marine, who screwed me over in the past, yeah im still pissed, what do you think?!, and chris, who i wouldn't ruin our friendship over, plus he has a ( Read more... )

ok, so if anyone could give me suggestions as to what to do itd be appreciated ( Read more... )