issues i guess
ok it really bothers me that every person that i would like to mean more to doesnt want that to happen. and just my luck the only guys that have said that they wanted to be more than friends were the marine, who screwed me over in the past, yeah im still pissed, what do you think?!, and chris, who i wouldn't ruin our friendship over, plus he has a kid. thatd just be wierd.
why do guys just want me for sex and nothing else? im getting sick of it. just because it has happened in the past doens't mean that that's what i always want. i want to be something more. i don't just want to be called whenever you haven't gotten any in a while, i want to be called on a regular basis. i want to be visited at work and all that stuff that any decent guy would do for me.
thats it... the next guy is getting all or nothing. i can't keep doing this. knowing that you are not good for anything but sex makes me feel terrible. sex can come from any person, my personality comes only from me, and thats what people should want, because they can get sex anywhere.
ok im done with this subject.
why do guys just want me for sex and nothing else? im getting sick of it. just because it has happened in the past doens't mean that that's what i always want. i want to be something more. i don't just want to be called whenever you haven't gotten any in a while, i want to be called on a regular basis. i want to be visited at work and all that stuff that any decent guy would do for me.
thats it... the next guy is getting all or nothing. i can't keep doing this. knowing that you are not good for anything but sex makes me feel terrible. sex can come from any person, my personality comes only from me, and thats what people should want, because they can get sex anywhere.
ok im done with this subject.