This is what LJ is intended for, right?
Emo whining that no one gives a shit about so you can feel better about yourself, right? Right? No? Sorry, not trying to make fun of anyone else or how they use LJ or what they post or whatever
This past week I've been pretty damn good at sticking my foot in my mouth. I'd mentioned to the boyfriend, Paul, about how I was hanging out all Monday afternoon with a couple friends and how they'd sorta joke I was a bitch - I was often either making snarky comments (which they do as well, its all give and take and we're pretty good about not taking each other too serious about such) or saying things that ended up sounding a lot meaner than I ever intended. Anyway, I'd told him about this and he mentioned that he's noticed I seem to do it more when I'm on my period than at other times. This.. does not disprove his statement. Even if my period is not 'real' due to BC pills and the whole 'withdrawal bleed' stuff. Eh.
And then, yesterday, I have a conversation that goes something like this:
Cass: Hey, want to go to walmart with me?
Me: Why?
Cass: Do I need a reason to go
Me: How about a reason for me to go with you?
Cass: Nevermind
Me: ...K
Cass: I'll go by myself I didn't think I needed a reason to ask you to go wal-mart, damn
Me: Whatever
...Eeesh. Obviously bad moods going around.
Then tonight, I stick my foot in my mouth again when me & Paul were playing WoW and he mentions wanting sleep but that he wouldn't be doing it until he reached his goals for tonight.
"Why? It's just a game"
"I know its just a game, but if I'm gonna be spending my time doing something, then I'm going to do it well"
..and then I respond with Whatever. Because I'm great like that. Woo-fucking-hoo.
So then he goes to bed because I ruined his mood for playing, and I'm left realizing I'm being really fucking shitty.
Plus I'm still reminded of the little fight we'd gotten in Saturday night.... It was mostly my fault, and we patched things up, I guess. But egh. It's not really been a great week. I'm really looking forward to seeing him this weekend, I haven't been able to for the past 2 weekends :(
This past week I've been pretty damn good at sticking my foot in my mouth. I'd mentioned to the boyfriend, Paul, about how I was hanging out all Monday afternoon with a couple friends and how they'd sorta joke I was a bitch - I was often either making snarky comments (which they do as well, its all give and take and we're pretty good about not taking each other too serious about such) or saying things that ended up sounding a lot meaner than I ever intended. Anyway, I'd told him about this and he mentioned that he's noticed I seem to do it more when I'm on my period than at other times. This.. does not disprove his statement. Even if my period is not 'real' due to BC pills and the whole 'withdrawal bleed' stuff. Eh.
And then, yesterday, I have a conversation that goes something like this:
Cass: Hey, want to go to walmart with me?
Me: Why?
Cass: Do I need a reason to go
Me: How about a reason for me to go with you?
Cass: Nevermind
Me: ...K
Cass: I'll go by myself I didn't think I needed a reason to ask you to go wal-mart, damn
Me: Whatever
...Eeesh. Obviously bad moods going around.
Then tonight, I stick my foot in my mouth again when me & Paul were playing WoW and he mentions wanting sleep but that he wouldn't be doing it until he reached his goals for tonight.
"Why? It's just a game"
"I know its just a game, but if I'm gonna be spending my time doing something, then I'm going to do it well"
..and then I respond with Whatever. Because I'm great like that. Woo-fucking-hoo.
So then he goes to bed because I ruined his mood for playing, and I'm left realizing I'm being really fucking shitty.
Plus I'm still reminded of the little fight we'd gotten in Saturday night.... It was mostly my fault, and we patched things up, I guess. But egh. It's not really been a great week. I'm really looking forward to seeing him this weekend, I haven't been able to for the past 2 weekends :(