I Bet You're On A Plane In The Middle Of Nowhere
I got what I wanted. I was there in his arms once again. It wasn't quite what I imagined it'd be like though. How could you want something so bad and see what could be when the other doesn't? I don't even know how to get that person to see what I see. Unfortunately, I don't really think there's anything I can do. I can just be me. Enjoy our time together. Show him sides of me that I was too scared to show before. Meanwhile getting to know him better and seeing other facets of him. I know he said we are in 2 different spots in life right now. I know we are. I don't disagree with that. But that doesn't mean I won't end up in a good spot while we're seeing eachother. Everything starts out slow. A slow build. I'm growing. In one year, I'm all over the map. We don't have to expect it to lead to something great. I don't like expectations anyway... all I want is him to be open to the idea at least... We can enjoy eachother's company and I'd be perfectly content with it being that for now. I just want to get to know him better and at least be open in the future. I know there's something. He might not see it but I just have this weird feeling that he'll be in my life for awhile... I'm usually right about these feelings. In the moment of meeting, you just know. It may not seem so clear why early on but later it all makes sense. Don't let me be wrong...
-Me
-Me