thought residues that never leave my mind

[ciette]

I have a ton of comments to reply and TCG trades to respond to (sorry /sobs) but I've just been so busy trying to keep up with art and rl stuff a;lskdjasd. I've been hooked onto dA, tumblr and twitter lately... which are significantly easier to keep up with, but I feel like I can't express myself so wholly on those sites because they're all so

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[eclats_de_voix]

I don't think you have a bland personality... I think you have the personality of a whale mixed with a dolphin, because your really thorough in everything you appreciate like the way a whale song feels

[ciette]

SHERAAAA ; A ; ♥♥♥ asdf;lkasjdf you word it so beautifully bb. it's because you guys give me so much to appreciate in my life ♥ aaaah i've missed you muchly. ;A; I need to post a lot more frequently. orz

[eclats_de_voix]

lololol! SO many hearts from my pessimism |D Yes, I think my livejournal has the most beautiful people on the internet! We can thank lace for sticking us together in a way hahaha. I don't post frequently either these days, but I'll never stop. I need a journal

[eclats_de_voix]

The boy, of course, was a crush. It didn't begin as a crush but a friendship over the summer. He had a girlfriend, so I didn't see him as someone to love. But then, he began flirting with me. His girlfriend was very far away that summer. We got along so well as friends that when he began flirting, it became too much for me. I asked him to just stop because he had a girlfriend, haha, after eating a pint of chocolate ice cream. I don't know what his true feelings were. What his real intentions were. We had really deep conversations. But when I told him this, he defended himself. he said he loved his girlfriend and he didn't know what I was talking about. (When, once on the way to the shower, I was wearing just sweats and he was holding a soda near the girls' room door and did this creepy, winky, flirty nod that said 'lookin'good' all over his face and I told him that that was the most awkward walk down the hallway ever. And after that, all these nervous habits came out because I got silently mad at him for gawking at me.) After I told

[clenchedsoul]

i love you ♥ ♥ so. much. ♥♥♥

[ciette]

A;LSKDFASDF LOVE YOU TOO BB ; A ; you're one of the most precious friends i have alskdf ♥♥♥

[clenchedsoul]

;A; you're one of my most precious friends too!!!!! NO. WORDS. ♥♥♥♥♥ ((hugs))

[ciette]

asdlkfjasdf ♥ can't wait till we meet on tuesday bb!! seems like you haven't been too happy lately ; A ; hope your days will be lighter and happier from now on!! /sends love down your way ♥ ♥

[printedapples]

I realised rather belatedly too, that most of the people i find to be my closer friends at present are people who i never really had any direct relations or connections to. We were never in the same class, never in the same cca, we were all even in different streams (sciences and humanities) but somehow it worked out in a pretty miraculous way. It's quite funny, really, how i've actually known one of them for years but never was close to her until suddenly we met again at our teacher's place and we clicked so easily despite not having talked to each other in such a long time that it is actually quite alarming, haha XD

[ciette]

OMG WHY DIDN'T I SEE THIS. KOME, YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS ;A

[haebin]

[ciette]

aaah what are you saying my dear anke ♥ thank you so much for reading through all my incoherent words! it really does take much courage to talk about what troubles you the most - and for that, i have to admire you too. i know you've been through a very very painful patch lately. i felt so worried when i saw another person posting your picture posts in your steed. i am crossing my fingers that you're feeling much better now - may your trip to singapore make you feel much more optimistic about many things! HANG IN THERE ANKE!! ♥♥♥

[haebin]

[ciette]

You're strong in that sense, Anke - you are determined to keep up routines that you impose on yourself because you are sure that they were help you get better. I've seen many people who succumb to depression and sorrow in their lives easily - I'm so proud to be able to know someone like you who is so determined to pull herself together. (hugs) ♥
I read your post about how you're so welcomed there!! It makes me excited for you as well *__* I hope you'll be able to think of SG as a second home! ♥