I used to try to write out my trauma in a chronological order to make it easier for my readers, but fuck it. I'll write about what bothers me now. I've learned my issues have always been trying to please and make things easier for other people instead of doing what I want. As sad as it is to have almost been 30 when I learned to say no and do ( Read more... )

On the way home today, my radio blasted music that reminded me of Marc. I was flooded with an overwhelming feeling of sadness and loss. Things I haven't felt when I found out he was actually dead years ago ( Read more... )