I used to try to write out my trauma in a chronological order to make it easier for my readers, but fuck it. I'll write about what bothers me now. I've learned my issues have always been trying to please and make things easier for other people instead of doing what I want. As sad as it is to have almost been 30 when I learned to say no and do ( Read more... )

So I recently had a breakdown and posted about it on Facebook. Family was calling me and trying to talk to me but I really didn't want to talk. I wanted to be left alone because i was in a bad mood. I appreciate it, but I wanted to be alone. I read an article a long time ago that when you're in a safe environment, all the repressed feelings ( Read more... )