Im thinkin I should ditch myspace and blog here....lol
WELLLL many things have changed since I last posted....that was over a month ago. Crazy I know....
Mainly, my grandmother was put in the hospital at the end of march. She was there for three weeks. She had a mass in her bowel that had to be removed. She was in the hospital for about two weeks after that as well so it was pretty hectic and stuff. I stayed a few nights with her in the hospital and it was interesting. I made semi friends with the night nurse and got to do some fun bedpan work and stuff like that lol. I was convinced she was going to die cuz every four years terrible things happen in my life and this is my fourth year. lol. She lost a TON of weight but ...shes looking better now aside from the fact thats shes kinda emaciated but shes eating again. and FUNNY oh my gosh. So many funny things were said while she was in the hospital and her and my grandfather started looking like little love birds again and they arent fight AS much ( but they still are...lol)
My grandfather, I mentioned in the last post that he might have cancer...well THANK GOD he doesnt. Hes as healthy as a horse just deaf really deaf hehe.
stuff with my mom and the house and stuff....wellllllll
Ive decided to go back to school and become a nurse. and im moving out at the end of the year cuz ill get more money that way from assistance, and it would be way more conveient...annd of course i can have super wild parties...er..i mean ya know. haha!!!! but no really....i cannot wait. and shes cool with it now too, after like 5 huge huge fights we had.
my best friend who i wanted back, came back. she just recently moved into her own apt which is EXCITING!!!! Of course I was there last night with michelle and some woman started screaming obsenities at me cuz apparently i almost hit her van and she said she was standing there with her hand between my car and her van which is just bull cuz if that did happen and i were her id have yellled or hit my car i wouldnt be stupid and stick my hand there and wait for it to get crushed....and she was holding her dog in her hands too. so im like well sorry and shes like * all smiles* tahts ok i have yuor lisence plate incase it happens next time.
People piss me off.
G, part G in my second previous post definitly came true.....
i was of course cryptically speaking about Luke. Its like I cant be allowed to forget him. It just seems like everytime I beg God to just let me forget him something happens to royally screw it up. The worst was finding a really sweet note last week that i never knew was written which led to a frusterated bawl fest which made me feel totally bad for not noticing it. Then again it DID answer a lingering question so ya know. We did talk like two weeks ago or something like that...but it was weird. He sounded...different and I was a little weird cuz it was kinda out of the blue...but ....whatever lol. I hate feeling conflicted about the whole thing. Completely twosided. Oh well. Eventually I will stop being pathetic. Hopefully soon.
Im hopefully going to alberta soon to see chad. I want this to happen cuz ill have fun and i wont be here and i havent seen him in three years.
yeah im not sure what else to say. nothing really interesting has been happening lately so um yeah i guess thats it...lol