BSB Forever!!!
"What good is tomorrow without a guaruntee....
the consequences of your actions really are just a game.
your life is jsut a chain reaction taking you day by day.
NOTHINGS FOREVER IN THIS CRAZY WORLD!!.."
~backstreet boys
well i live for the simple pleasures in life. the uncompromisable and amazing high you get from an unprovoked loving huge hug from a child, singing to S Club 7 as loud as you can with one of your best friends, making a child smile when they miss thier parent, making a child cry when you are simply leaving them for the day, giving an amazing person a surprise party, making your dads birthday (who you dont get along with as a general note) happy when it coulda sucked for him, sitting on a beach late at night with two good friends and just lisening to the ocean, being successful in creating something beautiful....and so much more. see these things are the best. simple pleasures. it is in these moments that arguments, losses, problems and fears all melt away even if it is for that one second it takes you to smile. and best of all they are free. totally free. so i say live for the small things. they are what make up your life. so at the end of a week or so you can look back and be satisfied or even happy, even if you didnt do anything amazingly outrageous.
I am ready for school. beyond ready actually. i miss it. i miss all the people. you wouldnt believe the fun and friends i have and yet keep my faith so dont attack me lol. i love it at home though too. there fore i am torn between two lives. there seems to be ALOT less stupid drama at school. and i mean ALOT...like basically none. but at home and with home people it seems to be unavoidable..family and friends wise. oh well such is life...but i dont want it that way. i dont want to look back and regret or be mad at situations that could have been avoided. so i am saying this. if you ahve a problem with someone, especially me lol, dont hold it in. we are adults and should act as such. if that person you have a problem with or vise versa died tomorrow would it really be that big of a deal? that sounds morose but its the best way to think about it. if something is worth strife over that even if the person died it would still be a big deal then ok, but in most cases that is not true at all. it is just our pride that keeps us from communicating our wants, needs, desires, problems and confusions. so dont waste life by being angry. it really only affects your psyche bc the other person(s) prolly dont even know and if they do they prolly have moved on and dont really care anymore...which is DEFINITELY my stance on stuff.
idk whatever...do what you want but atleast think about it.
i dedicate "never gone" to a special person in/out of my life. it tells basically what i feel...i love you and miss you and hope life treats you kind in whatever you do.....
well i am off to find somehting enjoyable to do tonight....
***mucho love-o son***
christiana
i am
the consequences of your actions really are just a game.
your life is jsut a chain reaction taking you day by day.
NOTHINGS FOREVER IN THIS CRAZY WORLD!!.."
~backstreet boys
well i live for the simple pleasures in life. the uncompromisable and amazing high you get from an unprovoked loving huge hug from a child, singing to S Club 7 as loud as you can with one of your best friends, making a child smile when they miss thier parent, making a child cry when you are simply leaving them for the day, giving an amazing person a surprise party, making your dads birthday (who you dont get along with as a general note) happy when it coulda sucked for him, sitting on a beach late at night with two good friends and just lisening to the ocean, being successful in creating something beautiful....and so much more. see these things are the best. simple pleasures. it is in these moments that arguments, losses, problems and fears all melt away even if it is for that one second it takes you to smile. and best of all they are free. totally free. so i say live for the small things. they are what make up your life. so at the end of a week or so you can look back and be satisfied or even happy, even if you didnt do anything amazingly outrageous.
I am ready for school. beyond ready actually. i miss it. i miss all the people. you wouldnt believe the fun and friends i have and yet keep my faith so dont attack me lol. i love it at home though too. there fore i am torn between two lives. there seems to be ALOT less stupid drama at school. and i mean ALOT...like basically none. but at home and with home people it seems to be unavoidable..family and friends wise. oh well such is life...but i dont want it that way. i dont want to look back and regret or be mad at situations that could have been avoided. so i am saying this. if you ahve a problem with someone, especially me lol, dont hold it in. we are adults and should act as such. if that person you have a problem with or vise versa died tomorrow would it really be that big of a deal? that sounds morose but its the best way to think about it. if something is worth strife over that even if the person died it would still be a big deal then ok, but in most cases that is not true at all. it is just our pride that keeps us from communicating our wants, needs, desires, problems and confusions. so dont waste life by being angry. it really only affects your psyche bc the other person(s) prolly dont even know and if they do they prolly have moved on and dont really care anymore...which is DEFINITELY my stance on stuff.
idk whatever...do what you want but atleast think about it.
i dedicate "never gone" to a special person in/out of my life. it tells basically what i feel...i love you and miss you and hope life treats you kind in whatever you do.....
well i am off to find somehting enjoyable to do tonight....
***mucho love-o son***
christiana
i am