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Basically, I'm wasting time because I don't want to go to bed because when I wake up, the week will have started, and I want to be lazy.
In my random facebook exploration, I found a dude at UBC who is in a relationship with another guy and they fit the stereotypical gooshy-lovey couple to the tee. My first instinct is to be jealous because I've never openly admitted feelings with anyone I've been involved with without some shyness or awkwardness, which I think I should change. So right, first instinct is to be jealous, but then it becomes apparent that they drive all of their friends crazy with the extent of their gooshiness.
But fuck, how often do you find two guys who are actually in love, not just involved in the usual flighty bumbling of the average fag? So maybe I'm just envious of their apparent conviction. I don't have a lot of conviction in my life, and the only time I ever did in a relationship I ended up being hurt. hm.
Pretty introspective, eh? Can you tell the pseudo-date went well and we're going to see each other again? hehehe
So yeah, we basically just drank at spanish banks and looked at the water while I made use of the good ol' random-question-game to pass the time. Looking at the whole situation, the pro's outweigh the cons so it looks like I'ma go for it.
His name is Jordan, he's 21, works with computers, is tall, made me laugh in the way my gay friends back in the Hammer made me laugh (which made me wonder if we would just end up being friends), has a car, is easygoing and handsome, wore CK cologne (which brought back flashbacks of being in gr. 7) and in general was quite enjoyable to be around. Let's see what happens.
In my random facebook exploration, I found a dude at UBC who is in a relationship with another guy and they fit the stereotypical gooshy-lovey couple to the tee. My first instinct is to be jealous because I've never openly admitted feelings with anyone I've been involved with without some shyness or awkwardness, which I think I should change. So right, first instinct is to be jealous, but then it becomes apparent that they drive all of their friends crazy with the extent of their gooshiness.
But fuck, how often do you find two guys who are actually in love, not just involved in the usual flighty bumbling of the average fag? So maybe I'm just envious of their apparent conviction. I don't have a lot of conviction in my life, and the only time I ever did in a relationship I ended up being hurt. hm.
Pretty introspective, eh? Can you tell the pseudo-date went well and we're going to see each other again? hehehe
So yeah, we basically just drank at spanish banks and looked at the water while I made use of the good ol' random-question-game to pass the time. Looking at the whole situation, the pro's outweigh the cons so it looks like I'ma go for it.
His name is Jordan, he's 21, works with computers, is tall, made me laugh in the way my gay friends back in the Hammer made me laugh (which made me wonder if we would just end up being friends), has a car, is easygoing and handsome, wore CK cologne (which brought back flashbacks of being in gr. 7) and in general was quite enjoyable to be around. Let's see what happens.