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Happy halloween!
Everyone in Vancouver participates in Halloween for some reason. Well, not everyone, but a great many more people. I think it's because there's a certain chunk of the population (my sister's generation, mostly I think) who have this whole Indefinite Adolescance thing going and are partying incessantly, keeping shit jobs and not going a whole lot of anywhere, and this is reflected in the tendency to dress up for halloween, comme les jeunesses.
But that's just me being overanalytical. It was fun, so very much fun! I was a sexy male nurse, thanks to the help of Jen. Next year I will be more prepared, for the sake of Vancouver.
School is rather frantic. When I think about how I spent the last two years imagining how I woudl be utterly content to be in school, I`m a little ashamed at my naivity. There have been several days in the past month where I`ve wondered if I would be better off quitting music and being a bartender for the rest of my life, or librarian or animal psychologist. Because it`s really hard. There`s a lot of pushing involved, and it`s not just that Lorna pushes me to get better at the flute, it`s that everyone is expected to push themselves. So I`m just trying to get used to that. And for some reason, it`s exceedingly difficult.
Not sure what`s happening with Jordan. I haven`t since the first time we hung out. This irritates me. Therefore, I plan on not being the one to text him this time and say hey, what are you up to. Then again, the last time it was he who texted me and asked if I was busy. Again, this whole thing (that`s all it is, a thing) has been nothing but an internal debate whether or not it`s worth it.
The guy who I actually have a crush on has a boyfriend, as I just found out right now via facebook photos. The funny thing is that I actually made him a birthday card today and hoped that he noticed that I`m being retardedly nice to him and giving him the eye half the time. I`m pretty comic.
YARRR
Everyone in Vancouver participates in Halloween for some reason. Well, not everyone, but a great many more people. I think it's because there's a certain chunk of the population (my sister's generation, mostly I think) who have this whole Indefinite Adolescance thing going and are partying incessantly, keeping shit jobs and not going a whole lot of anywhere, and this is reflected in the tendency to dress up for halloween, comme les jeunesses.
But that's just me being overanalytical. It was fun, so very much fun! I was a sexy male nurse, thanks to the help of Jen. Next year I will be more prepared, for the sake of Vancouver.
School is rather frantic. When I think about how I spent the last two years imagining how I woudl be utterly content to be in school, I`m a little ashamed at my naivity. There have been several days in the past month where I`ve wondered if I would be better off quitting music and being a bartender for the rest of my life, or librarian or animal psychologist. Because it`s really hard. There`s a lot of pushing involved, and it`s not just that Lorna pushes me to get better at the flute, it`s that everyone is expected to push themselves. So I`m just trying to get used to that. And for some reason, it`s exceedingly difficult.
Not sure what`s happening with Jordan. I haven`t since the first time we hung out. This irritates me. Therefore, I plan on not being the one to text him this time and say hey, what are you up to. Then again, the last time it was he who texted me and asked if I was busy. Again, this whole thing (that`s all it is, a thing) has been nothing but an internal debate whether or not it`s worth it.
The guy who I actually have a crush on has a boyfriend, as I just found out right now via facebook photos. The funny thing is that I actually made him a birthday card today and hoped that he noticed that I`m being retardedly nice to him and giving him the eye half the time. I`m pretty comic.
YARRR