Nov 22, 2007 01:18
In my attempts to get any further information on my oracle, the subject of dreams seems to keep coming up. I don't know if that means I'll get my answer in a dream or what. I don't tend to remember my dreams, except in very small details. The only dream I remember having this week had something to do with cannibalism, which is really pretty typical me shit.
There have been things going on while I was trying to go to sleep the last two nights. A sense I suppose of who is waiting in the wings. Powerful, intimidating feeling. I know nothing for certain yet, but I become more convinced that its one of the two we had it narrowed down to before. Or possibly both of them.
It sort of feels like I have a gun pointed at my midsection when this is happening. And I know once I know who it is out there, that gun will go off so to speak. And then there will be no turning back. I think I'm being given a chance to prepare myself as much as anyone can be prepared for such a thing. Because the disruption they will cause making a place for themselves in my life will be no small one. I don't think this will be quite as easy as when Hermes came.
Ugh. Fun times, huh? :-)
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