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ok....so laur told josh about my OPINION bout him liking her....i thought he did, but i dont kno now i think he got kinda ticked at it cuz laur was all like :sarah has this crazy idea that u like me...is she crazy or wut?!" and he said "omg..i cant do anyhting, i guess ill just go back to isolating myself"then he signed off.....i dont want him to be mad or anything..i dont want things to change between him and laur....they are getting along. and he's happy.....but to top it all off she put it up on her xanga that i said that.....it was just an opinion not a fact and not for him to know.....i dont kno....im not mad at laur for it, but i do with that she didnt do that.....i wish that she kept it to her self....o well....what done it done and i cant change anything.....i just dont want to get annoying to josh, which i think i am...i think im chasing him away.....but i dont thnik he understands how much i like him...and i dont know about matthew...i really dont...hes not here....he's in NC, he lives their....i dont see him....i dont really know all of him...i only know the side that shows when he's around me....o well....i guess im ok tho, still kinda peranoid that someone will read this live journal.....which noone is supposed to know about....