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.........................................................................................................................................................................................................................intresting? not really, its kinda like how i feel inside at the moment.i havent been the most excited person lately. plenty of news to go around,1.my neck is fucked up how it fucking happened i do not know?2.i lost my fucking ring where it happend i dont know that either but i still do feel like shit about it.3.cant smoke much cause afterwards i suffer with pain in my neck.4.i cant fucking stop smoking cause there isnt shit else to do now with my new found time that i SEEM to have,were all the mystery time comes from i dont want to get into.5.pretty sure i'm just wasting time out my life that i find to be passing me by my eyes,cause i'm sure no one will even read it anyway.oh yes i do believe this life of mine is passing by me because each and everyday its the same shit over and over again.school doesnt fucking help me at all cause i just cant fucking do it.it just seems to tell me to do something about it but then i try and i wonder what the hell do i try for its not like anythings ever gonna happen anyway.i guess only time will tell me whats going to happen...the only other question there is,is will someone be there for me?