well........
well...yeah its all over now and i still dont know what to think ya know? it was just something i had to do for myself and in the end i got hurt by the one person i thought would support me.yeah that support surely didnt come and now i feel hurt.it all started with me making a choice of dropping out,that came to me cause i think i want to get on with my life now and its not like school is even going to help in what i want to do.yeah i could finish school but i'm not ready to spend what might be 2 to 3 years trying to finish it(thats the hole i was in)i mean i'm already going to be 17 i think i'm ready to begin the journey of trying to do what i want to do in life.as for her i dont know if she'll come back but i dont know all that i do know is that it hurt alot to not have that support i wanted.it was my choice and i made it,i guess in a way i fucked it up and she always said she would .i dont have anymore to say i'm going to go be alone now.......