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im so sick of all of this. its not who i am. or who i want to be. im suck and tired of the drugs, the lies and all the deception. call me anal, call me crazy, but i live here too. and i dont see why everything i do has to come into question, especially when im usually the one cleaning up after everyone. blow your money on drugs and alcohol. see if i give a shit. but dont do it before you take care of what needs to be taken care of. i cant be the only responsible one. i cant be the one that everyone uses and walks on. i keep trying to get over that bullshit, but somehow it keeps coming back in different forms.
why cant you all just grow up? you have all had your life/death experiences with all this shit, why havent you learned your lesson? why must it always be "next time"
i just want someone on my fucking level. i want to find someone who doesnt need that shit or even want it to be happy.
god damn
why cant you all just grow up? you have all had your life/death experiences with all this shit, why havent you learned your lesson? why must it always be "next time"
i just want someone on my fucking level. i want to find someone who doesnt need that shit or even want it to be happy.
god damn