Aug 26, 2006 17:42
last night/this morning was fucking insane. i dont even know most of the shit that happend. yager bombs like crazy dancing on stages, after partys, throwing up my brains on the way to lehigh...and back, people at the apartment untill 8 in the morning, blood on my ice tissues.
nick took care of me all night, he was incredible. i was helpless and it was horrible.
last night made me think about alot of things, i feel like i am gradually turning into my dad. thats not who i want to be. i really scared myself last night. i havnt been that out of control in a while. i really need to start dealing with my problems as they arise and not letting them build up and then go binge drinking.
shits crazy