Today I had some spare time in the city so I wandered into st Paul's cathedral for the hell of it. I walked around admiring the beauty and reading the signs and then stood in the entrance and tried not to cry ( Read more... )

I've been doing a bit of genealogy research as of late. Well, not quite, I've been researching a rather specific aspect of my...what do you call it...heritage? I'm honestly not sure. I've never really been interested in these matters until recently and I have no idea what's brought this one. I should probably start from the beginning ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to meet some friends in the city. I was a little early so I ended up wandering around the state library admiring the art and the architecture. It's also warm and relatively quiet in there. I was very excited when I went up some stairs and found the science books. Rows upon rows of delicious knowledge and discovery all neatly bound ( Read more... )

The more I read about this whole "other worlds" theory, the more I like it. If it holds, then that means that there's at least one world in which everything turned out the way I planned and all the recent big disappointments never happened. I really hope that world exists and I hope the me in it is happy. I hope she realises just how lucky she is ( Read more... )

A friend of mine recently returned from a longish stint overseas and we decided to catch up for lunch. We were discussing various things that had been going on and he mentioned his shock at seeing a large shopping centre that had been built in his town while he was away. I had noticed it slowly springing up over the last few months and mentioned ( Read more... )

This has an end point. I just remembered. I will find myself on the other side of this particular chunk of stress soon enough. I will get through this and I already have some things to do in mind that I can look forward to. I guess sometimes you get so caught up in stressing about ultimately pointless things like lit reviews and ethics assignments ( Read more... )

Lol guys this might be a long one. So much stuff has been going on both in the real world and in my head and I've been itching to post about it all but had to finish that damn essay XD. Let's see how much of this makes the final cut lolololol.

( Essay and uni related rambling )

Hey guys...I'm alright how I am now, right? If I stayed this way, they way I am here and now, would that be enough? Would that be ok ( Read more... )

Even if things don't work out for me, somehow they will.

...no, it makes no sense to me either but it's a very comforting thought ^_^