Sometimes it's hard to be the only one who's not living in complete despair.

I don't think I can be the only one with any hope.

It's tough to feel good about oneself when looking out the lenses of a gimp ( Read more... )

I must have stressed myself out so much about the interview for the research fellowship that I made myself succeptible to whatever's going around campus these days. I haven't had a full breath in days. I hate this. I'm really sick, I had to stop the preventative cortizol based steroidal one cause, that makes you not heal as fast and drives ( Read more... )

I now have a myspace page
I'm both Ameliaisaverb for my music stuff including stuff from the new album. I'm also Melidolly for personal stuff.
I haven't done much to set it up quite yet, but I thought you ought to know.

We'll be looking to move soon now possibly up to South San Fran where I can catch a BART train. Bear got a job at Yahoo down in Mountain View such that moving to the east bay no longer makes sense with the impending school year ( Read more... )

Thank you for everyone's responses.
( more on mommy )

( gross, family icky. )

Meli not ok.
Something was discovered about disfunction that shook me. This is regarding past abuses. There is more than this, but not more that I'm willing to share amongst my livejournal friends on livejournal. If you'd like to know, you may ask me in another context directly. Here is not the place.

To the Women ( Read more... )