Ask your doctor.Dont wait.

[cheshirefreak]

Today hit me rather hard.
And not just because I was drinking.

Well....I guess..in a round about sort of way..yea, thats what made it so fucking shitty.

Ive felt pretty good lately.

I took the bitch way out.
Ive been pretending I have no worries.

It worked nicely.
I felt good.

But, that can only last so long.

I feel...again, like Im suffocating.

I feel shit on.

And it was sudden.

I feel..bad.

Angry.
Frustrated.
Hurt.
Pissy.

I dont like it.

I want to go walk.
I think I will.

I want...almost to be alone.

I want..I dont know.

..i just feel so lost.
Again.