Jun 06, 2007 23:16
The idea that everything is ok, is...absurd.
I dont know why.
Eh, I wonder if it even matters.
Im going to say no.
It doesnt matter why.
Im here.
Im scared.
I have to figure out how to get out.
I have to find my strength.
I have to find..something.
Probably my less cliche self.
Which..would be nice.
What the fuck am I talking about?
Ive wanted to update..for so fucking long..and this is the shit I spit out?
WTF mate?
Bullshit.
Fuck these stupid, selfish thoughts.
Fuck the bullshit feelings, that make you want to die.
Fuck emos.
Fuck gays.
Fuck dogs and cats too.
Fuck elephants, rhinos, and zebras at the zoo.
Fuck divorce, fuck marriage, fuck kids, and balloons.
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck my uncle and aunt.
Fuck the ocean, the meadows, the fucking sky too.
Fuck everything.
Good bad.
Just give me the gun.
Ok, not every one will get that gun reference....buut..I feel better.
That was fun.