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[cheshirefreak]

Being happy is a challenge these days.
Im not sure why.

Or maybe I am..but Im ashamed.

Im being pushed away..or maybe pulled..
I cant really tell.

I dont want to talk about it.

Id like to scream and cry.

I want to ignore it.
And I want to make you see.

I think its impossible.
I think it needs to stop.

Im not strong enough.
But Ive got one hell of a crutch.

One more time, and I think Ill snap.
Itll be good and over, and maybe well be free.

Its a love hate, sort of thing.